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this is just for me to remember, but if anyone knows if there even is a cd with this title let me know...i know there is a cassette though.
find cd called: Temple Of The Dream Jaguar
Native Flute Ensamble
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[08 Dec 2003|12:34pm] |
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Dear Santa,
I have been a good girl.
It really wasn't my fault what happened at margaret's Christmas party. It was ian who spiked the punch with too much eggnog. I can't help it if I drank 3 glasses. It was so good---smelled and tasted just like peanut butter.
I thought it was funny when I put shana's hoodie on my head and danced the tinikling on the coffee table while singing `mizerable'. I didn't mean to break margaret's camera and don't know why margaret would sue me for assult and battery with intent to kill.
I don't remember calling terry's wife a beautiful goat---even though she looked like one with red eye shadow and blue lipstick!
And when I threw up on janice's husband's leg, it was only because I ate too much of that rice.
After all that fun, I admit I was a little tired. So I fell asleep on my way home and drove my dodge dakota through my neighbor's garage. I don't think that was any reason for my neighbor to call me a pretty wolf and have me arrested for stealing!
So, Santa...here I sit in my jail cell on Christmas Eve, all fat and ugly. And I'm really not to blame for any of this wonderful stuff. Please bring me what I want the most---bail money!
Sincerely and quietly yours,
michelle (Really a nice girl!)
P.S. It's only 25 bucks!
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[08 Dec 2003|12:02pm] |
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::sigh::...i don't know what to do...i'm so lost...i'm confused...ok...here's the story, but i'm gonna leave out names...ok
i have this friend and she likes this guy who is also a friend of mine. well, i got to talkin' with him yesterday and we talked 'bout lots of stuff like me starting caroling today...and we talked 'bout me bein' a senior and he can't believe it....and then i asked him something that maybe i shouldn't have....but it wasn't a question that involved me...it was something else...i asked him if he was seein' someone...he isn't....but he said he is "talkin' to someone right now"...well i don't know how to tell my friend this info. that i found out because she really likes him...i don't know how or when or if i should tell her at all...oh, well...she is going to read this anyway...but, i wish i could have told her this but i just can't stand to see her hopes destroyed...b/c i know how it feels....ok, well to my friend(the girl) you know who you are and who i am talking about....i am soooo sorry about this.
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[06 Dec 2003|05:31pm] |
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LAYER OF DOUGH:
-- Name: michelle lea stanley
-- Birth date: january 3, 1986
-- Birthplace: charleston
-- Current Location: goose creek
-- Eye Color: a mixture of dark brown and light brown
-- Hair Color: dark brown with natural highlights of copper and auburn
-- Height: 5'6 or 5'7
-- Righty or Lefty: hold on...righty
-- Zodiac Sign: capricorn
LAYER OF PUDDING:
-- Your heritage: irish, german, english, filipino, spanish....i dunno if there is more...probly is more... : /
-- The shoes you wore today: sketchers
-- Your weakness: doormat/pushover
-- Your fears: being alone forever...and spiders >..<
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: be truely happy for once
LAYER OF WHIPPED CREAM:
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: uh-huh, ok
-- Your thoughts first waking up: ...need more sleep!
-- Your bedtime: 9:30....but i don't actually go to sleep til much later...
-- Your most missed memory: ...my dad ; _ ;
LAYER OF G-UNIT:
-- Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonald's
-- Single or group dates: none...i'm alone
-- Adidas or Nike: neither...but if i had to choose- nike
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton ice tea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino...no, both
LAYER OF CHERRIES:
-- Smoke: used to...not anymore
-- Cuss: a little...only when i'm mad or if i trip
-- Sing: yeah...well i try to, heheh...
-- Take a shower everyday: yeah
-- Have a crush(es): actually...for once, i don't think i have a crush
-- Do you think you've been in love: i dunno....
-- Want to go to college: yeah
-- Like(d) high school: oh yeah!
-- Want to get married: i can only hope so...
-- Believe in yourself: hardly... :-(
-- Get motion sickness: sometimes
-- Think you're a health freak: nope
-- Get along with your parent(s): no, not really
-- Like thunderstorms: ...yes, they make me feel at peace
-- Play an instrument: yeah...kinda...
LAYER OF LADIES:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: nuh-uh
-- Smoked: nope
-- Done a drug: nope
-- Had Sex: um...nope
-- Made Out: no
-- Gone on a date: no...probly never will...
-- Gone to the mall?: nope...i mean yeah
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
-- Eaten sushi: nope
-- Been on stage: yeah
-- Been dumped: nope
-- Gone skating: nope
-- Made homemade cookies: nope
-- Gone skinny dipping: no!...never!
-- Dyed your hair: ::sigh::...nope
-- Stolen anything: yeah...but i gave it back
LAYER FLAPJACK:
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: nope
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope
-- Been caught "doing something": nope
-- Been called a tease: nope
-- Gotten beaten up: yep
-- Shoplifted: nope
-- Changed who you were to fit in: yep
LAYER ATE:
-- Age you hope to be married: 20 something
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2(a girl and boy)...maybe 3; girl-aiden celeste, boy-gideon scott
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: ...lots of people-family and friends...over in the west...right before winter
-- How do you want to die: ...i will die the way i die when i die...one can't choose how one wants to die
-- Where you want to go to college grad school: i want to go to usd in vermillon, sd...but i'm just going to go to c of c
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: author, voice actress, historian, or a paleo-indian archaeologist
-- What country would you most like to visit: Ireland
-- Best eye color? dark brown or black
-- Best hair color? dark brown or black
-- Short or long hair: it depends
-- Height: taller than me, but not too tall
-- Best articles of clothing: no clothes is good clothes, just kiddin'...i'd say jeans or buckskin pants
-- Best first date location: anywhere fun
LAYER TABLE:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: none
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: no one...i put my trust in a lot of the wrong people and i know it, but i have an open mind and a good heart, but even i know that no one can be trusted in a life or death situation.
-- Number of CDs that I own:...heheh...a lot more than i need
-- Number of piercings: 2
-- Number of tattoos: 1...but you can't see it...heheh
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: ...000...
-- Number of scars on my body: hold on lemme count...heh..to many to count...
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: not being the one to die...anyone who knows of my past knows what i mean.
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| a survey with some questions missing |
[02 Dec 2003|12:33pm] |
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BODY iLLS + SKiLLS
013. do you bite your nails : no
014. can you roll your tongue : yeah
016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : yeah
017. can you blow smoke rings: nope
018. can you blow spit bubbles : nope
019. can you cross your eyes: yep
020. colored hair: dark brown
021. tattoos and where : don't have any
022. piercing and where: only ears, i wanna get my belly button pierced though...
023. do you make your bed daily : nope
024. what goes on first bra or underwear : heheh...underwear
025. which shoe goes on first : left
027. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : yep
028. how much money is usually in your wallet? : hmmm...none!
029. what jewelry do you wear: class ring
030. whats sexiest on a guy : eyes
031. whats sexiest on a girl : i dunno...booobiiieeesssss, haha
____GROOMiNG
046. how often do you brush your teeth : once or twice a day
047. how often do you shower/bathe : every night and in the mornings on saturday
048. how long do these showers last : around 20 minutes
049. hair drying method : air dry
050. do you paint your nails : nope
051. do you swear : not a lot
052. do you mumble to yourself : yeah
053. do you pee in the shower: maybe....maybe not....
054. whats in your cd player : nothing
055. person you talk most on the phone with : no one
056. do you use an alarm clock : i have one but i don't use it
057. name one thing or person you're obsessed with: anime
058. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : nope
059. ever sunbathed in the nude: nope
060. do you snore : nope
061. do you sleepwalk : not that i know of...
062 do you talk in your sleep: nope
063. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on: yeah...but i have sleep timer on them
____WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU
072. had sex: in my dreams...not really....
073. were kissed: nbk
075. cried : wednesday(november 26)
076. talked on the phone : sunday (november 30)
077. read a book : today at 9:11
078. punched someone : 10:40 am today
____MUSiC
079. is music important to you : Yep
080. do you sing? : yep
081. what instruments do you play?: none
___DO YOU LiKE
083. pop music : a little
084. rock music : Yep
085. punk music : yeah
086. rap music : just eminem
087. hip-Hop/RB : just korean hip-hop....
088. country : yeah
089. jazz : nope
090. classical: nope
091. new age : huh?
092. what is one band/singer you like that no one has heard of? keith secola
___ABC'S
A - Act your age: most of the time...only cuz i have to
B - Born on what day of the week: i dunno...wednesday, thursday, or friday....
C - Chore you hate : folding clothes
D - Dad's name? richard(dick) Step dads name: tom...ECk-...
E - Essential makeup item? i dunno...lip gloss
F - Favorite actor? actress- johnny depp; sandra bullock
G - Gold or silver? silver
H - Hometown? goose creek
I - Instruments you play? none
J - Job title? huh? i don't have a job
K - Kids? i lost count a long time ago
L - Living arrangements? cramped little space...an evil stepdad, evil half sister, and a weak mom
M - Mom's name? marina
N - Number of people you've slept with? hmm...back in 1996 i slept with 3 guys in the philippines, one of which i had a crush on
O - Overnight hospital stays? yeah....when i was little
P - Phobia? spiders....
Q - Quote you like? "there is no death, only a change of worlds"
R - Religious affiliation? baptist
S - Siblings? i have 3 but only know 2 and one lives with me
T - Time you wake up?: 5:30 for school and whenever when i don't have school...
U - Unique habit? i dunno....stuff
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat: bittermelon....
W - Worst habit? self doubting
X - ?....?
Y - Yummy food you make? baked goodies
Z - Zodiac Sign? capricorn, tiger
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[24 Nov 2003|12:39pm] |
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i hate my life!! someone just shoot me please!!
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[09 Nov 2003|01:35pm] |
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i went to the fair last night again! i had soo much fun...i didn't get to go on the ring of fire though b/c my sister and emily chickened out...we rode the sky lift thing a lot!! :D too lazy to walk...haha..yeah...
we all bailed on the 1001 nights or whatever its called...we knew we'd get sick b/c it went slow at first...so we didn't go on it.
we went on something i think called music maker 2 times...i got soooo squished!!i have a bruise on my left arm from emily and my sister squishin' me!!
but it was fun...and i suppose worth it...there was this cute guy workin the ride...the first time we went on the ride he was playing the music..the second time he was doin the safety bars....yeah...i only went the second time so i could see him..heheh..^~^...
yeah...we went on the touch down 2 times...i went 3 times...went on the flyin bobs 1 time... we went on the cliff hanger thing too...it was also fun...lets see...what else...oh!, we went on the crazy mouse too...and did i mention we went on the sky lift...probly like 10 times! hehe....
the line for the tango was too long..blah...i guess thats it...i dunno...oh well...next year maybe i'll be at the fair with a boyfriend...heh, ya never know...miracles do happen!
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::sigh::....
i'm very tired...bored...and yeah...
anywayz...max came in today for 2nd lunch...told us how his mom kicked him out of the house...i feel sorry for him....and what the hell did he do to his wrist!!?...i wanted to ask...but i don't wanna stick my nose where it doesn't belong...he is lookin for a place to stay b/c there are no vacancies in apartments...if i could, i would help him...really i would...but i can't...
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Your Spirit Walk has revealed one of your spiritual strengths. When all four of your strengths have been identified, you will receive a personalized Spirit Shield. Your unique Spirit Shield can be framed and used as an attractive reminder of your personal strengths given to you by the Creator to help you and your loved ones throughout life.
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everything is sooo screwed up!! insane is sayin that crawling is gonna be deleted!! it says i deleted it and have 14 days to decide whether i want to delete it for good or not...the thing is I NEVER DELETED THE FRIGGIN THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @.@
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awwwww!!!how cute!
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